I was supposed to start my chemo yesterday, but Dr. Roa pushed it back to next week. And I rode the bus for the first time all over town and it was amazing. I had time, so I rode it to the mall and since I couldn't find any new hats, I had to buy new shirts to go with the hats that I already have. You all know me. Matching is my middle name.
But the bus was amazing. I know, I know, I'm an idiot. But it was like a free tour around town. And it was beautiful yesterday. It was amazing. Everyone on that bus had something beautiful with them - the mother who kept talking to her baby and had a sesame street stroller, the little emo girl who was only wearing blue and black and the reddest lipstick I have ever seen, the old woman who kept smacking her chops together, everyone was so beautiful and it made me so happy to be alive and well and to be in this town with so many wonderful souls and I felt like nothing could hurt my mood.
I even ran into Andy's mom yesterday. I love that woman. She is so beautiful and didn't even ask why I haven't been over lately or anything. She was just genuinely concerned about my chemo and what's the prognosis. The first thing she did was give me a big hug when I saw her. I effing love her. Did I already mention that I love her? haha.
And now I am sick and I might have to go back to the hospital. damnit.