amelia (mmmbopthis) wrote,

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I feel...alone. It's weird. My mom just left. And I just feel empty, you know? Like I don't know what to do with myself, and I don't really have anything to do, so I try to arrange my room or something.

I think, I would either be a)in class, or b)working, or c)hanging out with andy. And non of those are happening. I haven't seen andy since sunday night, and I don't know what to think of it. Is it a good thing? Is it a bad thing? Not quite sure. Part of me thinks that him and I are over, and part of me wants it to not be over. I sure would miss hanging out with him and his friends. But I think he is bipolar. Seriously. I mean, I just...sometimes he is a wonderful and comforting person and sometimes I want to slap him like that one time coming back from sun river. haha. He is a really great guy, I just...don't see things going anywhere. And maybe that's because we never really were "official." I know he tried way hard to come see me all the time at Hotel Sacred Heart. He's a good guy. I just don't know.

I am so bored. The last two nights i have spent with my boys. And I love them so much. They are awesome.
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