I don't really know what to do. There really isn't anything that I can do except that I can be there for her. Which is a strange position, because for as long as I have known her, she has always been there for me. And I am a little helpless.
And it is a stressful situation because, well, it sure does involve me to a huge fucking massive percent. I don't really know what to do.
But she is kind of in my position as well. But I feel out of my position. Maybe it was watching an orgasm from the inside that changed it. Or maybe I am getting out of being depressed. Go me!
I feel like I have gyped the other party involved, because I have always always always been closer to the original party. and now that I look back in retrospect, I could see this a million miles away. Always.
I am so proud of the first party, she has really gotten through a hard part in her life and I want her to know how much I care for her and am proud of her.
It's just so frustrating. Sorry to be a drag, guys, I just wanted this off my chest. And sorry again for being so vague