I thought about updating then, but nothing came to me. I went to classes. I had lunch. I thought more about it. I thought I'd feel something. I've lost three people dear to me fairly recently. I thought this one would follow the pattern. Let it sink in a little bit. I thought that because I had just gotten the news when I woke up that I hadn't let it sink in yet.
I walked around town doing errands, thinking about Kathy and Kaz and Angie. About my own life.
But, I realized, her death didn't bother me.
And that's what bothered me the most. That it didn't bother me.