amelia (mmmbopthis) wrote,

It never ceases to amaze me how much I put others on pedastals and look up to them for instant gratification and answers to everything. As if those who I set the high standards for can do no wrong and here is little Amelia aspiring to one day be that cool, suave, laid back, and otherwise perfect as they are now. And then I snap back to reality and realize that I am just as worthy as the air they breath as they are. That their shit sure does smell just as much as the next persons (that wasn't meant to be rude, it's just the way a woman that I worked with last summer put it). It just never ceases to amaze me.

Speaking of amazing me, why the fuck do I ALWAYS, without fail, get the hiccups when I eat baby carrots? What the F???

Grrr. I hate school right now. I just want to be done and crawl in a hole with my teddy bear and just kick it there for a while. And not bother with anyone or anything or any class. Fuck school. I want my mommy.

So many emotions, so little time. I had SUCH a stressful morning and it isn't even 10:30 yet. I went to go get my paycheck (I sure do hate getting paid only once a month), went to go get a new ink cartridge, found out the damn bookstore doesn't carry my specific cartridge, so then I had to go to the bank, to find out it wasn't open, and then I had to open a campus cash account with $2.88 in change so that I can use ten cents of that to print my damn paper for today.

Grr. I am so sick of learning and thinking and being alive. boo hiss.
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