amelia (mmmbopthis) wrote,

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(warning: this might be a multiple post kind of day. I just have a lot to say. I apologize in advance).


So I wrote up this big long morbid post last night about death and my life, etc. I then promptly deleted it, as people don't want to read morbid shit from me because they've spent the last year reading entries such as that. The post in a nutshell: Sarah and I watched "Ladder 49" last night. People died. I realized that I've seen more death in a year than those characters had in ten years. I've been to more funerals than weddings in the last year.

I'm just avidly awaiting the results of the biopsy. The anticipation's the worst. I didn't feel like shit till last night. I didn't cry till last night. I was sure I was fine till last night.

The Boy comes tomorrow. Excitednervoushappy.

I might have a job! whee! And it doesn't include serving annoying, barely-legal-punani-skirt-wearing-nasty-ass-freshman-girls skinny lattes. *squee!*

*looks up* guess I didn't have as much to say as I thought I did. huh.
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