March 26th, 2006

die computer die

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ew.

It's times like these that I wish I had a car so I could drive...drive anywhere, up the river, back home, anywhere but here.

Mostly I'm upset because I worked myself into a complete rage today worrying if someone extremely close to my heart was back in the hospital. Because I thought I saw S's car, and of course that's why they wouldn't answer their landline if they were down here right? And why wasn't her car there? What if she was in the hospital again... or worse? My mind ran, a million miles a minute, over the possibilities. OMG I cried even.

Turns out she's housesitting up the river.

*sigh* that took a lot out of me today.

on a happier note, I am actually on my own computer on the internet AND I was artsy today.