May 6th, 2004

amelia coast

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I like how it always feels like ages when I skip a day on LJ. Haha. I'm a nerd.

I'm making mother's day cards which is proving to be more of a hassle than I originally anticipated. Boo to that. I wish it would just fix itself.

Chemo is still kicking my ass. It sucks - It feels like my week is slipping by just sleeping. Boo to that. Thank God it's almost over - one more day! And then I am through with this horrific treatment.

And then sets in the reality of the bone marrow transplant. I hope that I will be able to complete at least a few classes for the summer term. A large majority of my time will be up at OHSU, like over a month there doing bone marrow stuff. Not only that, but just everything that surrounds it. I am def. getting anxious and nervous. I kind of just want my life back. Sitting between Karl and Bryon, munching on congo bars and talking about marching band with Bryon's arm around me while the sun sets... it's one of those instances that are far too perfect and casual at the same time...

So many other things I want to say, but don't really want to think about how to actually write them down. Go team chemo.
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