amelia (mmmbopthis) wrote,

I went back and forth trying to decide if I should post another time today, as I'm addicted to lj, but my having an lj does NOT warrant my chronicling the events of my day 24/7. Or does it? Decided that recent events deserve a post.

whee! *floating on cloud nine* I'd bet you'd like to know why? the_duke nuff said.

my promise ring to myself broke today. Just up and broke. I had gotten a ring in the mail the day after I was diagnosed back in january, from courtesy of my father. I had made a promise to myself that I would get through that damn cancer. And I've been contemplating taking it off for a while now. I seem to have gotten through everything, really, even though I still have some things to get through. although, I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. Apparently, though, the powers that be decided today was the day that I would close that chapter in my life. It's strange. Usually when my symbolic jewelery breaks, it's an omen. It's only happened one other time, when a necklace that had a rock I found on the beach with a perfect through it the week I got together with paul broke the weekend we broke up. Thus, my jewelery is pretty symbolic.
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