It kind of seems to be the point at which I should just pack up and abandon my lj account. But you know what? I think that would be the epitome of everything that amelia stands against.
But I ruined a friendship because her boyfriend reads my lj. FUUUUCK.
APO retreat rocked my socks like nobody's business...
And Donna Davis died. OMG. My mom didn't even tell me. I...oh fuck. How do I even begin to put any of this all into words? Just fuck. More later...when my brain is less scattered.