Benefit was awesome. I kind of fucked up on my little monologue thingie at the beginning, rambling on and on in the spotlight and not even thanking kym. I'm a cold hearted bitch.
The rest of the evening was awesome. Raised some money, hung out with good friends, talked to...well, I would say he is a sex god, but that would just be unfair. He is shy, musical, and I neither know nor want to know if he is good in bed. But the fact remains that John Densmore is indeed teh sexy and I am glad that I got to spend some time with him. I don't know, he's a good guy. Very shy. And very very nice.
He was one of the guys that I went to Montana with. While there, he wrote a song (I contributed a bit, as well), and he played that song tonight. I recognized it instantly, and I had gone up to talk to him afterwards and he specifically mentioned that. He and I had a long deep conversation for four hours on our last leg of the Montana trip home, in which some things came out that proved false. Huh. And Leonard Cohen will always be etched into my mind as the sad, open-roads with my boys and slightly sad knowing everything isn't as rock solid as you thought album. I miss those days. And although it was really only like a week of my life, I grew up a lot and, as a result of those few days, have in turned grown up in subsequent visits with him and others (read: Paul Wisher and Justin # 2).
Overall, it was awesome and I am so lucky to have been there. Just remember andrea, "cotton candy."
PLEASE NOTE: I have been doing some research, and what I once feared was indeed confirmed today. I found conclusive evidence that dying my hair for 6 years was the worst thing I could have possibly done for my body and it is the cause for my LEUKEMIA . Moral of the story: DON'T DYE YOUR HAIR.
thank you and have a nice day.
I AM: in Coos Bay
I WANT: hair
I HAVE: John's song stuck in my head
I WISH: that Eugene had just enough of a temperate climate that I could wear my cute sweaters/layering the fab jean jacket with other clothes year round
I HATE: chemo brain
I MISS: swimming
I FEAR: someone I love dying
I HEAR: the hum of the fridge
I SEARCH: for answers
I WONDER: "What would have happened if..."
I REGRET: nothing
I LOVE: my cat, my mom, my friends
I ACHE: in the vertebrae right between my shoulder blades where I can't pop it
I ALWAYS: dwell in insignificant things
I AM NOT: your bitch
I DANCE: whenever I get the chance
I SING: in the shower when I don't think anyone can hear me
I CRY: when I am fed up
I WRITE: all the damn time on any medium I can get my hands on
I WIN: in the game of life
I LOSE: my will to be groovy
I CONFUSE: everyone, including mylself
I NEED: to get my priorities in order
I SHOULD: go to sleep
[YES OR NO]
You keep a diary: three of them, actually
You have a secret journal you have not shared with anyone: yes
You set your watch a few minutes ahead: nope. Just the cell
You bite your fingernails: nope
You believe in love: funny you should ask
The weirdest person you know: demonic_raisin
The Loudest Person you Know: besides me? rachie03
The Sexiest Person you Know: at the moment? John Densmore, closely followed by Jon Hanson.
The Person that Knows the Most About You: Sarah Bishop, but maybe Jessica
Your Crush?: noone at the moment.
Most Boring Teacher: the Astro 121 TA was adorable and boring.
Your most overused phrase on IM: brb
The last image/thought you go to sleep with: oh, fuck, MUST remember to [insert daily thing that I will most likely forget in the morning due to chemo brain] tomorrow.
Inside joke: just today: underarm fiend, cotton candy, the bug that flew into my face, the list goes on. I'm a pretty funny person if you just watch me for about ten min or so - I'll most likely trip or something eventually.
Take a shower everyday: usually
Have a(any) crush(es): huh. We've already covered this, right? Teh sexy does NOT equal crush.
Think or know you've been in love: very much so and Washington ripped him away from me
Want to get married: meh. I'm over it. If it happens, it happens.
Have any tattoos/where?: two. butterfly, "unity"
Piercings/where?: seriously? mostly ears and then nose.
Get motion sickness: I kind of want to stick in a Bloodhoung Gang quote here, but will resist the temptation.
Think you're a health freak: very much so
Get along with your parents: sure
Like thunderstorms: of course!
SIGN: Capricorn, Sag rising
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: Mousey brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: bald as a baby's ass
EYE COLOR: brown
PARENTS: Patricia and Kym
SIBLINGS: only child
LIVE WITH: Jessica and (sometimes) Andrew
FAVORITE RELATIVE: must I?
COLOR: purple, although I wear a lot of black, but it's classic, isn't it?
DAY: Friday (at 4)
MONTH: September and February
SONG: "Elias" by Dispatch
FOOD: toughy. I like tofu anything, really
SPORT: tae kwon do
DRINK: vodka and cranberry juice
VEGGIE: everything, really
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? neither
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? dark
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? vanilla
[IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU]
CRIED? wanted to
HELPED SOMEONE? yes
BOUGHT SOMETHING? a chai
GOTTEN SICK? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? to my mommy
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no
TALKED TO AN EX? which one? chance? tried, he wouldn't IM me back. Sean? Well, that was a few days ago. Bryon? last night maybe?
MISSED AN EX? yes
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? my lj
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? honestly, guys, you suck
MISSED SOMEONE? like you wouldn't believe
HUGGED SOMEONE? loads of people
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? not so much fight...
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no