So, we are just relaxing, kicking it in Logan and Naima's room, and we were alone. Just yesterday he told Naima that he liked me, so I thought I was doing good.
I was way nervous, and I was debating whether to kiss him or talk to him. I decided to just be blunt and be like, "can I kiss you?" His reaction was the equivilant of a deer in headlights. "Naima told me that you two had a talk and that you liked me and I like you and I was just wondering if you did..." "No, not really". Great. Open mouth, insert foot. It was sooooo bad. And then I was like, "well, I didn't want to do anything because I really like what we have as friends and I don't want to fuck it up - " "Me too," he said, and then....blah. we spend all our time together, and we are all cuddly, and I don't want that to end, because all of my time I spend with him is as friends, not trying to get down his pants...scariest thing ever! I told him to just ignore the fact that I had ever said that and not to think of me differently...I hope he doesn't! Wow, I am the stupidest girl alive. Beat me now...I think I created a new shade of embarrassing tonight. He just laughed at me. Can I PLEASE be a lesbian????