I am just freaking retarded right now. I hate me. I hate the way I think. I hate the way I look. I hate the way I hurt everyone. My neighbors are having mad passionate sex and it's loud.
Sorry to be a drag guys. :-(
I have been emailing sean lately. and he, surprisingly, has been emailing me back. I miss him, but he is partying sooooo much and just being kind of dumb. Boo on that. I wish he would come see me.
I hate me right now.
but I love you suz and you should feel better and I can't wait to see jeanne and I miss all the other people too like jess and doris and andrea and I love you all.